Certainly, It’s been a while ever since i wrote in english.
The trip ended today and it was a nice one, a chance to see some friends, going to La Feria, then putting it all together with the mini road trip to El Cubilete and Guanajuato, and finally a lil tour in León.
As some would say this was definitely one for the ages, but in the end I had that same feeling I had when I went back to Monterrey while studying… a feeling of belonging more in home than in the city of mountains.
Looking back to everything all of a sudden I see myself in no other place than the one I am, professionally, I mean… would I be able of going into another business? Then the thing of Guanajuato and living there was too enticing that the long heard option of the math institute in there made some sense.
Just a handful of things that will roll through my head while doing an all capitalist job day after day… earning money, saving some, spending on stuff, paying debts, living… and then in the verge of 26 I see some light at the end of the tunnel in terms of the social status. New friends and relationships, including activities put me, personally, in Monterrey for a few more years… each second that ticks away is a constant reminder that life evolves and changes and other priorities come to life.
Next steps are not so clear and in my age that should not be a factor, in just 5 years I will no longer be a 20-something and in 15 I’ll be a 40 year older… life goes so fast, and it is forever gone in receiving and planning everything around a 15 day pay day, It is more than that but one can’t just say “Hey its over”.
Living gets real, forever gone is that childish feeling of a few responsibilities and all for fun, the challenge consists in not being lost… Too many good things lie ahead of me… and taking some chances is now a part of this integral-life equation.
Friends, Girls, Co-workers, parties, discos, learning, working… it is getting up together… time to find something new…. This is it, it is up and coming… all parts of that so mentioned perfect equation are being put together… it Is just that spiritual thing that is missing… chances are, this might be getting only better for me.
For now, let’s enjoy this moment and get it going
Etiquetas: León, Reflexion, Vacaciones, Vida